My son Curtis was the most happiest chunkier baby I have ever held in my arms, since he left them at 13weeks old we have never felt the same, when I gave birth to Curtis on bonfire night it was one of the happiest moments in my life I could hear or the fireworks out the window and couldn't wait to take him home, knowing each year he would have fireworks for his birthday parties, Curtis died 13weeks later with no reason, I've never felt s much pain and heartache in my life and stilly now nearly 8years on the pain is there! We all love and miss u son xxxx